Turns Out I’m Crazy
CH 1
enge by dying? I can still find another lover after you’re dead.
I have both money and power, what can’t I get?”
Chen Qianqing sneered faintly: “Me.”
Lu Zhengfei could not refute him.
He had been rushing about like a madman for Chen Qianqing during this time, and he was even willing to die for him.
But still, Chen Qianqing did not waver at all.
All he did was watch on with his coldest expression how tormented Lu Zhengfei was as he strived.
He was like a dying fish laying in a dried up pond, sad and pathetic.
There was nothing Lu Zhengfei could do at all.
Finally, he said to Chen Qianqing: “Qianqing, are you willing to stay alive if I die?”
Chen Qianqing did not speak, nor did he move.
He was just like a wooden puppet without any life.
After a long time, he said: “Lu Zhengfei, you can’t change the past.” Not even your death can keep me here.
Lu Zhengfei’s eyes were apathetic.
The Chen Qianqing before him now was such a stranger to him, he was completely different from the him whom he was attracted to.
And he was the one who gradually twisted Chen Qianqing to become this way.
The wrong things, the wrong feelings, the wrong time, and the wrong person.
Lu Zhengfei finally burst into a soft cry.
His cry seemed so desolate, but it was still not enough to move Chen Qianqing’s heart.
Chen Qianqing who laid in bed had both of his legs crippled, and blinded.
The major depression he developed caused him to hate this person called Lu Zhengfei, there was no way his tears would ever hope to move him in any way.
Chen Qianqing had a promising future, but it had all been ruined by Lu Zhengfei.
It was all ruined.
Lu Zhengfei sobbed on the ground, his tears wetting the carpet.
He knew that he was wrong, and he made a lot of mistakes, so many that there was no way for him to turn back.
Chen Qianqing’s voice was soft, but it was heavy like a hammer, crashing down on Lu Zhengfei’s soul.
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April, Spring.
Chen Qianqing’s funeral was held on a weekend.
Few came to participate, only a few of his friends.
None of their relatives came at all.
Lu Zhengfei was dressed in a black suit with a length of black muslin draped over his arm.
Compared to before, he seemed to appear considerably more haggard, even strands of white hair could be seen growing on his head.
“Young master Lu.” A friend of Lu Zhengfei’s patted him on the shoulder: “Sorry for your loss.”
Lu Zhengfei looked silently at the tombstone before him, unmoving, and unspeaking.
That friend of his knew about the situation between Lu Zhengfei and Chen Qianqing.
There was not much he could say to persuade him, so he had just left after a sigh.
At the end of the funeral, after Chen Qianqing had been buried in the ground and all the guests had left, Lu Zhengfei stood alone in front of the tombstone.
“Qianqing.” Lu Zhengfei started: “I’m sorry.”
New greenery had sprouted from the lush flora around him, everything was so beautiful under the smell of the flowers, and the songs of the birds.
Chen Qianqing’s smile was engraved onto the cold, smooth stone of his tomb.
The dimples on his face were as pretty as flowers, exuding a refreshing aura around him just like the spring breeze.
With a grave expression, Lu Zhengfei knelt down and gently ran his fingers over the tombstone.
He kissed Chen Qianqing’s portrait and pulled out a gun, placing the muzzle against his head: “I’m sorry, Qianqing.”
With a bang, the sound of a collision could be heard as fresh blood sprayed over the ground.
Some of it splashed onto Chen Qianqing’s photo, but the blood only served to make Chen Qianqing’s smile appear even more dazzling.
Death is never the end of the story.
Lu Zhengfei did not know what the world was like after death, but when he struggled to pry open his eyes, he thought that death was just a fleeting dream.
In his dream, Chen Qianqing had lost his life in front of him; in that same dream, he took out a gun, and blasted his own head.
The strong smell of disinfectant assaulted his nose, and sounds of the hubbub made Lu Zhengfei uncomfortable.
But the most obvious discomfort he could feel at this moment was on his legs.
Lu Zhengfei felt a searing pain emanating from them, and it hurt so, so much.
“Qianqing, Qianqing……” Someone nearby was calling out to that familiar name.
Lu Zhenfei could not open his eyes, all he could feel was the terrible pain tearing through his body.
“Qianqing, Qianqing.” That voice was still calling out, his voice pressing down on his heart, rousing his desire to go mad.
“Chen Qianqing.” That deep voice was filled with anger and coldness: “Did you think you could run? One leg won’t be all you’ll break next time.”
Lu Zhengfei finally fell unconscious.
It was unsure how much time had passed when he finally woke up again.
Lu Zhengfei struggled very hard to open his eyes, and saw a field of white——It was the ceiling above him.
The smell of disinfectant was so intense.
Lu Zhengfei turned his head only to see a needle in his right arm, and he was unable to move his body by even the slightest.
“Are you awake, Mr.
Chen?” A nurse came to Lu Zhengfei’s side and spoke to him in a gentle tone:”Do you feel any discomfort?”
Lu Zhengfei’s eyes were disoriented, he could not understand what the nurse was saying to him for a moment.
“Mr.
Chen?” The beautiful nurse frowned in puzzlement, and reached her hand out in front of Lu Zhengfei.
She waved her hand in front of him, and had a fright when she found that Lu Zhengfei’s eyes were not moving.
She quickly called over the doctor attending to Lu Zhengfei.
“Mr.
Chen?” Seeing the unresponsive look on Lu Zhengfei’s face, the doctor seemed to be slightly anxious: “Mr.
Chen, can you hear me?”
Lu Zhengfei was silent for a long time.
It was not until the doctor and the nurse were about to go mad did he finally speak up in a hoarse voice:”What did you call me?”
The doctor looked at Lu Zhengfei in astonishment: “Are……Are you okay……Mr.
Chen?”
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