Straight boys always break your heart

”Evan. What do you think bout love? ”

”The other name of Genshin Impact. ”

”Tsk. You
e such a weebo. ”

”Oh. A friend of mine is coming. ”

”Any friend I don know about? ”

”Actually I met him at Tumblr. We became close and he really want to meet me. ”

”Great! Im gonna meet him too. ”

”No. You
e going home. I don want him to meet a hyped gay boy like you. ”

”Why are you so rude? I like boys a little more than girls. ”

”Yeah yeah. Go home Norm. ”

Norman doesn even budge. Evan glares at him but it doesn even faze the stubborn boy. Norman was hurt by Evans word. But he is determined to meet Evans new friend. Evan seem quite enthusiastic to meet him so hes curious. ”Fine. Stay here! But if you make trouble Ill pour itching powder on you. ” Evan say seriously. ”Okay. ”

After 15 minutes Evans new friend arrives and Norman comes down rushing. ”You! ” Norman says loudly to which Evan glares at him with confusion. ”Do you know him? ” Evan says and Norman nods his head like a toddler. ”Wassup crow! ” Evan hisses in irritation and shouts at Norman. ”Get out! ” Norman doesn even budge. Seeing the awkward atmosphere Evans new friend speaks up. ”Evan. Its okay. We
e friends. ” Evan narrows his eyes at him which the boy finds uncomfortable. ”Lets go to Eves room. ” Norman says sensing the discomfort.

”So Raven. Right? ” Raven rolls his eyes. ”We chat almost everyday and you
e treating me like a stranger. ” Evan gets embarrassed. ”Actually Evan is really introvert. ” Norman says scrolling his phone. ”Really? I really like introvert guys. They
e cool to be with. ” Raven flashes a charming smile to Evan which makes him comfortable. ”Thank you. Ill bring the snacks. Well play games together after that. ” Evan enthusiastically says and goes downstairs.

When Evan is out of the room Raven looks at Norman with curious gaze. ”You left me that day. I searched for you after school but you were gone already. ” Norman looks at him apologetically. ”Sorry. I totally forgot about you. ” He says looking at his feet. ”Can I get your number? ” Norman takes out his phone and gives it to Raven. ”So who was that guy? ” Raven asks and Norman frowns. ”Who? ” He asks in confusion. ”The one from the terrace. ” ”Oh. Just a guy I know. ” Norman mutters. He will never give Saffran the tittle of friend in front of others. Just like Saffran did to him when he left him for the jock group.

”Are you sure? He was showing so much authority over you. ” Raven says nonchalantly. ”Raven. Drop it. ” Norman can see a little clench on Ravens jaw. But he ignores it. Raven chuckles. ”Wow. My name from your lips sounds really sexy. ” Norman blushes and glares at him. He was about to say something but his phone rings in Ravens hand. ”Saffran? ” Raven says looking at his phone and Norman quickly takes it from him. He takes the call and says hello. ”What happened? ” Norman stays quite for a bit with a frown. ”Are you okay? ” Norman quickly stands up and goes for the door. ”Im coming wait. ” He leaves the room.

All this time Raven was watching every move of Norman carefully.

…….

Norman came rushing at Saffrans house. He was totally out of breath. He eagerly taps the calling bell of the front door as he was anxious if something happened to Saffran. When Saffran opened the door he was all smiling. ”Are you okay?! ” Norman looks at Saffran s body carefully to see any wounds. Saffran looks taken aback at Normans behaviour. Norman again asks. ”What happened? ” ”Nothing ” Saffran says with a carefree face. Seeing his nonchalant expression Norman was about to lose his cool but he calms himself down.

”Come in. ” Norman doesn follow Saffran. ”If you really wanna have silly pranks with me then sorry. I don have time. ” When Saffran phoned him he really though something bad happened. Saffran was talking like he was panicking. He urged Norman to come quickly. Now that he sees nothing wrong he feels pathetic. Just one simple call from Saffran and he came here rushing. Each and every time he gives Saffran the impression that he really cares for him. Which Norman didn plan in the long run.

He wanted Saffran to know that he isn his little best friend anymore.

”Stop giving me that attitude. ” Saffran glares at him from the inside of the house. Seeing his expression Norman quickly understood that something definitely happened. He crosses his hands and narrows his eyes at Saffran.

Saffran is so unpredictable. Norman can understand his mood. One time hes all sweet and caring and the next he acts like he hates the world. ”Or else? ” Norman dares him with equal negative energy. Saffran walks to him with big steps and drags him in the house. Norman couldn even realize what was happening as he was already inside of his house in 2 seconds. ”What the fu*k is wrong with you? ” Norman looks at him with angry eyes.

Saffran tugs his own hair and sighs. ”I think mom and dad will file a divorce. ”

Norman gasps dramatically. ”What? ” Saffran indicates Norman to sit but he doesn listen. ”Yeah. And I….I don know what to do. ” Norman hugs him without thinking. Saffran was looking exactly like a depressed hamster. Norman forgets all his complains and becomes restless to comfort Saffran. Saffran hugs him back and chuckles. ”This is all I need. ” Saffran says softly. His hands sneakily goes to Normans bouncy butt and squish it like a fluff ball. Norman doesn say anything and let Saffran do what he wants.

”Come to think if it…we never did it all the way. ” Saffran says kissing Normans forehead. ”What do you mean? ” ”Sex. ” Norman release his body and looks at Saffran with wide eyes. Saffran smiles and says while caressing his cheeks. ”Lets do it today. ”

Norman takes a step back looking frightened. He never had sex with a man. In fact he never had such intimacy with anyone like he did with Saffran. Saffran is not even his lover. Also sex between men is totally new for him. He only had crushes on one or two boys including Saffran. But he never experienced sex even with girls. What if Saffran hurts him? Even Saffran is new to this as he claims hes not gay and shit. Hell surely treat Norman like his other bitches. And it makes Norman tears up.

”Hey. Are you okay? ” Saffran looks worried. ”I can . ” Norman says which makes Saffran irritated. ”Why? Whats the problem? Didn we agree to be fu*k buddies? Why are you acting like a p*ssy? ” Saffran showers him with annoying questions which makes Norman more nervous. ”I don want it now. ” Norman says looking down. ”Fine then! Get out! Im calling some other b*tch! ” Saffran says angrily while taking out his phone.

Norman snatches his phone and says, ”Calm down. You can find peace by only doing sex all day. Lets go out. ” Saffrans tense body gets relaxed. ”Im sorry. I didn mean it. ” He says lowering his head. Why is he such a bipolar? Norman thinks and smiles. He then gives his phone back and drags him out of the house.

”Wanna go to Evans place? I just came from there. ” Norman says. They were walking down the road of the elegant part of the city. Saffrans parents are filthy rich. They can buy anything with their money. On the other hand Norman only has his sweet hard working mother beside him. His dad died in a car accident. And Normans mom is nurse. Even though his mother can get him all the things he wishes, he loves his mom more than anything.

”No. He doesn like me. ” Saffran says and Norman chuckles. ”Yeah. You always tease him about his ears. Raven is there too. I never knew Raven was his Tumblr friend. ” Saffran looks at him confused. ”Whos that? ” ”That pretty boy you met at the terrace. ” Norman looks at him and sees Saffran rolling his eyes. ”You have so much time to spend with animals. ” He harshly says which hurt Norman a lot. But he doesn say anything thinking Saffran is in bad mood. He tries to hold Saffrans hand but Saffran was quick to jerk it. ”Not in the public. ”

In every talk it seems mandatory to Saffran to hurt Normans feelings.

”Lets go to the arcade. ” Norman says controlling his emotions. Saffran smiles and nods.

The whole day Norman tried his best to cheer up the pretty boy. And seems to be successful. After arcade Norman took him to a cliché movie. Then he took him to his favourite pasta club which Saffran loved a lot. When the clock was about to hit 6 Norman took Saffran near the Sacramento river. ”Your gonna drown me? ” Saffran asks laughing. He was in such a good mood. All his negative thoughts vanished while he was with Norman. He enjoyed the whole day so much.

”Youll see. ” As soon as Norman speaks the fireworks starts to explode.

Saffran looks at the sky with wide eyes. Red, green, blue fireworks mirror on his evergreen eyes. In the midst of the fancy lights his childish full grin surely takes Normans breath away. He looks like a baby. Enjoying the tiniest things with so much attention. Norman wonders if this pretty boy in front of him will ever become his.

Saffran puts his hand on Normans shoulder and says, ”This is fu*kin amazing! Thank you! ” Norman then holds Saffrans waist and says, ”You have to- ”

”Isn it Saffran? ” Saffran quickly get himself in a safe distance from Norman. He looks back and sees Courtney who he slept with once. Courtney smiles at him gently to which he smiles back.

”Hey hottie. ” Courtney says. She was like a friend to Saffran and Saffran liked her company too. ”Hi. You
e here too. ” The beautiful ginger smiles. ”Yeah. I heard they will light fireworks. You
e alone? ” Saffran hesitates before he looks back. But when he looks back Norman was already going to the exit direction. Saffran feels…..empty. The firework don look beautiful anymore. Everything becomes boring. ”Yeah. ” ”So….wanna play? ” Courtney indicates sex. Saffran remembered the conversation he had with Norman before. He badly wanted to relieve himself. But Norman was so stubborn. Also Norman was a guy. Even though he proposed the idea. It was out of rush. Now that he thinks about it, Norman can never be compared with a girl.

”Sure. ” Saffran kisses her. Hell keep Norman for his other boring time. When there will be no girl available.