I Should Have Just Died

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Ophelia breathed a sigh of relief.

How should she convey this news to Alyssa and Juliana? Cambridge’s tears are about to get wet once more before they dry.

‘Kendrick.
Brother… Save Seidrick.
Hmm? Brother also loves Seidrick too.
How can we live without Seidrick… I can’t stand it any longer.’

Ophelia grabbed Seidrick’s hand.

‘Please……’

Ophelia swallowed tears as she prayed that Seidrick would survive all these ordeals and that he would return safely to Cambridge again.

* * *

It was after a full day’s sleep that Alyssa came to her senses.

Thanks to that, her head and body were refreshed.
She was just passing the time as she stared out the window blankly.
She felt empty as if she had ripped her entire chest out.
She seems to be venturing into an open place.
Alyssa smiled bitterly.

Her wish for happiness itself was greed.

She knew that heaven was not always on her side.

Alyssa wiped her face with trembling hands.

“Madam!”

As Sasha entered her room, she found Alyssa awake.
She jumped in, and Sasha grabbed her two hands.

“Are you okay?”

She dare not guess Alyssa’s heart.
However, she is aware of Alyssa’s heavy heart toward Sid the gardener, so she was worried.
She hates herself for constantly forcing Alyssa to put up with it, but it’s better than dying.

If Alyssa wants to leave Cambridge, she will follow, and if Alyssa wants to leave the country, she will follow wherever Alyssa goes.
However, it must not be the underworld.

Sasha held Alyssa’s hand eagerly.

“Hmm.”

This is nothing.

Alyssa has been brought up with countless misfortunes worse than this.
So this is nothing.
Is it her life without family and friends? Alyssa’s life it’s just like that.

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“I’m okay.”

Her smirking face pierced Sasha’s eyes.
It feels like her heart is being choked.

Alyssa asked with a sigh.

“……How about Seidrick?”

She couldn’t help but ask because that was the last time she saw him.
However, she was not used to her mouth trying to call him Seidrick instead of Sid.
Alyssa’s transparent gaze turned to Sasha.

Sasha doesn’t know what the emotions were in those eyes.

Sasha bit her lips tightly.

The important thing is that Seidrick isn’t in good condition right now.
Can Alyssa withstand this news?

Can Alyssa be able to withstand these damned misfortunes one after another?

Just because Seidrick was Sid doesn’t mean that the feelings she had for him disappear instantly.
Her heart won’t be so light.

Sasha clapped her lips.

Ophelia told her not to tell Alyssa until her health was restored, which is just another deception.
She decided that it would be better for her not to deceive her master.

She said it was a misjudgment.

Sasha squeezed her eyes shut.

“……that is……”

“Why? Hasn’t he come back? We were together.”

“Now… the doctor is here.”

Alyssa frowned.
Of course, she could understand that the doctor was here since she collapsed.
But what’s so strange about that…

But Alyssa’s heart was heavy as if it was full of pebbles.
It rattled with fear and anxiety and pounded her head.
Alyssa looked at Sasha with a gloomy feeling in her gaze.

Because heaven was not always on her side.

This time, heaven betrays her.
It is not surprising.

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“What’s going on?”

“…His Excellency seems to be very ill, Madam.”

But, this isn’t it.

Alyssa’s face turned pale.

She can’t even hate it as her heart pleases.
Heaven has abandoned Cambridge once again.
Is Seidrick sick? Then where, how?

Sasha parted her lips with difficulty.

* * *

Alyssa fell, then got up and ran.

This was the first time she had been to Seidrick’s bedroom, and she had no idea it would be like this.

The words Sasha had said circulated in her head.

‘He has stomach cancer.
Fortunately, he can get better… But they said he had to go to Belgium.”

She couldn’t do anything.

She couldn’t hate him.
She couldn’t blame him, and she couldn’t forgive him.

Only profound love and lingering affection remain, scratching Alyssa down.
By the way, they don’t let her do anything.

Alyssa opened the door to Seidrick’s bedroom.

‘However, they said that it was a relief that it was found this time.
Madam……’

Alyssa exclaimed, gasping for her breath.

“Please… no, Seidrick.”

Alyssa’s eyes widened, and Seidrick turned around.

“Alyssa.”

He was obviously calling her name.