parents, and some of his other relatives, that this matter must be covered up so that you don’t find out.]

He was deceived so miserably… He came to the door countless times to beg Father Xu and Mother Xu, and begged them to put in a few good words for him, but Mother Xu kept crying, kept crying, and broke down once and told him to leave.

He couldn’t do anything, thinking that they didn’t want him there, and could only leave.
Walking down the road, he felt like his heart was being squeezed, and that the whole world had abandoned him.

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He felt so low that he thought he really sucked.
It wasn’t surprising at all that Xu Ziyang didn’t want him anymore.

[He also said, he truly regretted pampering you into a spoiled mess.
It wasn’t that he regretted pampering you, but that he regretted not teaching to live independently when he had time.
He said that you had been spoiled all that time by your parents, and then they left.
He only wanted to be even better to you, thinking he could spoil you for a lifetime.
Only he didn’t expect that his time could be gone so soon.
He was so worried that he couldn’t sleep, saying that you didn’t even know how to order takeout.
How could you live without him?]

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He recalled Xu Ziyang’s words again.
At that time, they were all dressed in black, kneeling in front of his parents’ tomb.
Xu Ziyang took his hand and swore in front of his parents’ tombstone, “Mom, dad, you can go in peace.
You can hand Tao Ran over to me now.
I will take care of him, I will always stay with him and treat him well.
I will spoil him and love him even more than you did.
From now on, I’ll only let him have a smile, no more tears…”

[He was worried that your personality was too direct.
Without anyone to protect you, and now that there are so many people of low character around, if you offend them, how will they screw with you? After thinking about it, he felt that instead of letting you grow through hard knocks, it would be better to give you a push.
So that’s why he pretended to break up with you.
On one hand, he didn’t want you to know that he had cancer.
On the other, he wanted to ignite your fighting spirit, so you would learn to be independent and coolheaded.
He said the process would definitely be painful, but if you were forced to grow up knowing he was going to die, it would only be worse.]

It was true.
It was true.
In the three years since they broke up, he had learned a lot.
He learned how to make breakfast in ten minutes, how to fold his shirts the way they did in the store, how to change light bulbs and unclog the drain, and how to put away clothes he had hung up to dry on the same day.

His temper had also improved.
Whenever something happened, his first reaction was not to get angry, but to suppress his anger and think of a solution.
When people gossiped behind his back and laughed at him, he no longer scolded them on the spot.
After letting his temper out on people close to him, he knew how to reflect and quickly apologize.

He was truly becoming better and better.


[1] 腻歪, a slang term meaning they had sex until they were sick of it.

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